5/1/18

Daily Struggles

Me: I hate myself. I'm going to self isolate so that I can't hurt anyone else.

Therapist: that's a bad idea

Best friend: very bad idea.

Me: fine I'll go to work and swim

Therapist and Best friend: sounds good!

Brain: you can't do anything if I keep you awake and crying

Body: you won't have any energy if I don't let you eat.

Brain and Body: you suck and must suffer.

Me: My Brain and Body won't let me. I think they want me to suffer. I'm going to stay home.

Therapist: No!!!

Best Friend: at least suffer outside.

So now I'm slowly dying in my hammock between the trees I grew up with.

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