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12/21/22

daily struggles

I think I've hurt for a year now. There was a brief moment between beginning February and end of April where I was okay but if we count the months from September to now it's just been a year of heartbreak.

12/6/22

daily struggles

I fell in love with two Aires. One that never loved me and theres to much trauma between me and the other that they could never love me. Beautiful souls each of them. Leaving me perfectly heartbroken.

10/14/22

daily struggles

If you want love, go to therapy.

9/20/22

daily struggles

All I know is I don't want to feel this way anymore. but the only way I can achieve that is to lose her. I don't know which hurts more. Hurting with her or hurting without her.

5/18/22

Daily struggles

Me: I'm sad I'm coming over

Lovely: You live in a different state 3 hours away by plane.

Me: I said what I said. See you soon 💜

Lovely: *eye roll* see you soon.

This is how I randomly end up in NYC

4/11/22

daily struggles

I just want to scream at them I liked you. I care about you beyond the romantic feelings into something pure, honest, and real. You don't just throw away people like that. To friendship that will never be.

4/1/22

daily struggles

Birthday edition: I just want to be well liked and wanted. Spending my birthday alone.

12/2/21

daily struggles

I remember when Amoriartii got remarried and it was finally over, it felt like I was dying. Without my friends I probably would have died. My friends fixed me and put the pieces back together. Losing Eta Carina makes me feel lost and empty. It's a similar aching in my chest but one I think I'm strong enough to survive now.