4/13/18

Daily struggles

I don't trust myself how am I suppose to trust others. I trust my dog, my best friend, and my siblings. I only love my bed and my dog I'm sorry. I am constantly wondering if my feelings are real. Are they based in truth or lies? Am I just comfortable? Am I afraid to be lonely? Am I only here becuase this is familiar? Am I scared to change? I'm always trying to rationalize the chaos. It is never going to make sense. For me, love is insanity. Love is wild, unpredictable, uncontrollable, and irrational. Love is Madness.

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