2/4/12

and I went down...hard

You have to ask her today
No, I am too scared. I said I would ask her when I grew a spine. That hasn't happened yet.
If you don't ask her I will tell her
You wouldn't Abe. I would kill you, nonviolently and supportingly of course.
 that is how my meetings start off. I was going to ask her to day and all the divas knew it. they bother me the whole time did you ask did you ask did you ask yet. 
Come on just ask already.
No!
Ask who what?
Nothing it is a secret.
A secret a secret tell me the secret.
now she knows there is a secret. this makes things so much harder. especially when the secret is just a simple question. I was nervous enough now she knows somethings up. why i am so lame.
Abe if you squeal i will get you... supportively of course 
what happened to nonviolently.
No this will be very violent 
Oooo i am scared hahahaha
we split up in to groups Abe with her and me with her friend. what will be said in that room when i am not there. will Abe tell her. what will he say. will she squeeze it out of him. i can't stand being in another room. i am glad i can here through the walls
Abe if you tell her...
So it is about me
Now she knows 
mike she knows nothing Abe tell her nothing
Tell me the secret.
I sat next to the wall so i could hear them and i pulled up a chair for her friend. i want her to like me. i know she doesn't like me. to be honest i am kinda afraid of her. but by the end of the this break out time maybe i won't be so afraid.
tell me the secret
You haven't asked yet
I am afraid Zach
what secret, there is a secret.
there is no secret
i had to tell the guys and crystal the secrets so that they would know i had to leave the girls in the dark. that way less people would bother me about the secret.
tell me the secret!
no tell us the secret
No!
Abe tell us the secret.
No Abe don't tell! 
okay i will tell you the secret
I ran to covers Abe's mouth he could not tell her not like this. i had to her. we ran all over the the office so that we could avoid them trying to make them tell us the secret. we escaped  it into the elevator. i made it all the way down sitars but i forgot my coke. so i had to go back up for it 
dudududududududududud dadadada 
what are you doing here 
tell me the secret
ahhhhhhhhhh
dude did she just tackle her to the ground
i had my soda and i put it in my book bag. then the next thing i knew i was on the ground. i was laughing so hard i was dying and crying. i started to choke on the air. it has been a long time since i have been tackled. and i was tackled hard. so i went down. and i didn't want to get up i was content to just lay there with here 
Now tell me the secret!
Nope!
you will not get way from me with out telling me!
uh hu, okay
we left the building on our way home. i should got on the L and yelled down to her at the last second that would have been cool. i should have done it. i should have asked her while the door where closing when i got off the train. bad ass. but know this is what i did
i could see her at the dance if i go. are you going to the dance?
maybe i really don't like dance...
well if you go then i will go with you and we can be obnoxiousness together.
Okay!
then as i got of the train she tried to pull me back. i should have kissed her. just like in the movies. it would have been so romantic. and the doors would have stayed open and i wouldn't have  missed my stop. things would have rolled in slow motion. just like in the movies but i pulled away
tell me the secret.
i already kinda sorta told you the secret
tell me the secret!
You already know the secret!
i wanted it to be big i wanted to be bold. but it was me and she liked me. i wan't to be big. i wanted to be bad and feel all high and mighty. but not i was softer and lighter. like 1 2 3 4 tell me that you love me more
raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens 
look at me i am singing singing 
bright copper kettles and warm fuzzy mittens
these are a few of my favorite things
extra extra bacon and glitter on unicorns the bright yellow duck and her warm woolly scarfs. being tackled  to ground with laugher that ring these are a few our favorite things . take that Julie Andrews

this is your fallow up post by the way

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