I feel like I've given y'all the wrong impression. I am still very much dying, hurting, struggling, crying, and not sleeping over what happened with V. Its just summer and I'm busy. I work every week day all day, I have meetings on any break I get, and then I'm travelling every weekend. I didn't really have time to finish healing. I just had to get up and get moving right away. I'll let you all know when the tsunami finally catches up to me. I get bits of it every once and a while. I'll feel like I'm drowning, I'll have a nightmare, or I'll just start crying out of nowhere. My emotions are really erratic. The only stability in my life is the lack there of.
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