3/29/15

Daily struggle

This year for my birthday I am going to wear my hair natural before I perm it. Then after its been straight for a couple weeks I am going to cut it off. I have always hated my hair. I wanted it to be straighter, shinier, less voluminous. But know I know that is just the white supremacy and wanting to conform to white western forms of beauty. I wish I wanted my hair to be black ( its dark brown), thicker, fuller, tighter curls, to compress more, bigger, coarser and softer. Basically I should want it to be more of what it is. More like the hair from the people I got it from. I should love my black hair. I should want my black hair. I should be proud of my black hair. I should be proud to be black but I can't be because I hate my hair...

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