SKIT: rainbow life

So it has been brought to my attention that I am discriminating based on sexual orientation but not in the way one would think. I try to be open and accepting of all people not matter what. Unless they are hateful close minded people then I try not to spend too much time on them. Never the less I have been unknowingly limiting myself, because all my friends are gay. Of course not all of my friends are queer however the ones I hang out with and really talk to are. It wasn't always this way. Actually when I was in school my group of friends was ever changing and quite divers. I hung out with everybody from the jock to the stoners I knew somebody from every group and spent my fair share of time with each (except the stoners we only kicked it in school). I used to joke with some of my female friends that they all where lesbians and they don't even like to kiss girls, yet. I think by the end of my 4th year most of my friends where so secure in who they were and so libeler that I had to change it to all my friends are freakin' homosexuals and they don't even like glitter. However now that I am in transition between schools that statement has become less of me mocking them about mocking me and more of the truth. I am a nerd so I speak in numbers so here are some stats for you. 1 in 10 is supposed to be gay. I have about 170 actual friends on Facebook thus not including myself 17 of them are supposed to be queer. Such is not the case about 76 of them are queer that is a little less (9) than half that's more than 4 times the statistical average. All I could say is what the hell. Why am I so gay? What really got me was it is those 75 people who I really talk to who are represented in my photo albums. Somehow in a few months I have managed to lose single-handedly all the diversity in my life and it is shameful. I still have a few friends but it isn't enough. Life isn't worth living unless it is as vibrant and as vivid as all the colors of rainbow, and you can't complete the rainbow if you are missing part of its spectrum. Whether it is sexual orientation, creed, color, nation, religion, or anything else that makes us different we need all we need to embrace that about each other just the same. I don't think our difference create a void as much as they do fill in the whole that we had with new knowledge and information. So I am going to work on re diversifying my life and yall can work on yours.

so i know all of you are wondering J skittles what have you been doing with your life this pass week. well the answer is nothing. absolutely nothing. but i did/ will go to a night club on the 2nd super excited. i honestly can wait to shake it. it's not often i get to act this trashy and loose. yeah night club!!!! um lets see what else. umm i have 3 weeks to stop fucking cursing so dam much but shit be hard as fuck. i have learned more than enough about the people around me these pass few days enough to last a life time. i have also changed my mind about certain people, things i thought would not happen in this life time. what i have taken away from all of that is when people tell you thing it is perfectly fine just to say okay and keep going on with life for like a day or two. stuff kinda chills if you leave it be then it is almost easier to talk about. wow this part was really random my bad, i usually like to have some sort of flow i don't know what the hell happened this week. any way this week's song is a club jam scream! and today photo is bing's interpretation of the words rainbow life, cool shit right?

ps. 
so sorry that this didn't post on time i deff set it but i guess  the internet be janky. lol just kidding. um, i actually don't know why it didn't post. i have to work on that before i go to college.

Stay Fierce