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I can't even right now cuz I have about a billion million other things I should be doing but all I can think about is him. Can someone please shoot me now. I have never wanted or needed to love until now and it seems like my body is aching for it like a crack addict for another hit. I like you like sweet tooth likes a candy store. I need you like fish need water and I love you like senators love prostitutes. Fuck making my heart skip a beat you send me into cardiac arrest. Your asphyxiating. I get dizzy and can't stand straight and forget about being coherent, I will be lucky if I manage to say something that sounds remotely like english. So basicly you make look like I am having a stroke. I hope you're happy. I can't stop fidgeting with my fingers now either ever since you let me borrow that ring. You have effectively made my life more insufferable than if I was being horribly oppressed for every one of my minorities identities (all 6 identities). Just to let you know this isn't my doing at all. I would be perfectly happy being alone, on my own (not liking or fancying anyone) but no, you had to go and be all wonderful, nice, sweet, caring, slightly derpy but in good way, funny, smart, nerdy, understanding, like the same things I like, make connection, get along with all my friends, and emotionally supportive. You didn't stop there NO! cuz then I might resist. You had to take it to the next level and be extremely good looking toooo!!! I just want you to know if I wasn't completely out of my mind (and was not cocoa bananas over you) this would be me-> I COMPLETELY HATE YOUR GUTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but no matter. I will not fall victim to your entrancing eyes and your devastating smile any more than I already have. I will do my best for my own sanity to fight it. this means war! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
I promise I will be a better blogger soon
stay frosty
Jskittles.
I promise I will be a better blogger soon
stay frosty
Jskittles.
