10/15/16

Skittles: when butterflies swarm

I've been waiting.  3 years I've known you and I've waited.  I've been there I've been the good friend. I've worried and I'm still scared. You terrify me and every fiber of my being still loves you.  So now my heart is breaking because you aren't choosing me.  I know you are making the right choice. But doing the right thing hurts too sometime. I don't want this to let our love die because it doesn't need to.  Forever can look like many things besides a ring. But I'd be lying if I said I'm fine I'm not the one getting the ring.  In the dark I will cry. I the light I will smile because I am happy for you.  My heart is filled with joy for you.  You have been all that I've loved. And you might be all that I will love. But before we cross the bridge. Before you take a leap of faith and start a new chapter without me. Kiss me one last time. Before I turn the lights out give me your everything one more time.  Give me one last moment of us before I close this chapter. Love me one more  time before the fire burns outs. You are all that my heart can see. It kills me but these lights are going out.  So quickly. Just once more. Kiss me. Kiss me goodbye

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