5/2/12

Love, Lust, and the L word





I am sure I was going to write about something intelligent but I forgot it before I got my laptop to work so... This is what I wanted to write about when I remembered I had to do a blog post for this week. For those of you who watch Logo then you get the reference. For those of you who don't get the reference, go watch logo. You won't regret it. (If you watch the right shows and movies). This has nothing to do with Logo but I like how the title sounds with the name of the show in there. Guys, I have lady problems. Well I have problems period but the ones I am going to talk about revolve around women. I like these three girls code name  李某ragazza voce, and lieben (you guys have heard about lieben before but I cannot remember what I called her all I know is she is the turquoise lines in “and I went down hard" and ragazza voce is one of the people in my circle) with all of that said lets continue the story. Oh wait one more detail all these fine ladies where at NON. Anyway, I just met  李某 she is mad cool let me tell you. I would not mind getting to know here better cuz she's got swag. I wouldn't mind sweating her. ( Not in a sexual way through, remember I just met her.) She is just really cool, and that's all I have to say about that :) ragazza voce is sweet and I love her personality. She has this chill, relax vibe going on and I can dig it. But she is spending so much of her summer out of the state :( so all the time I would like to spend with her, I can't. Which totally harshs my relationship mellow. She possesses this coy nature about her that makes her so attractive through. Last but not least is lieben. Oh my goodness what to say about her. Captivating comes to mind. Then I think about her smile, her laugh, and how sweet she is. Ingenuitive is the next word that pops in to my head when I think about her. Then I go back to her smile pardon me I am about to have a very nerdy moment, her smile reminds me of Sirius (a star goggle it) making her the brightest thing in my galaxy. It makes you feel warmer and fuzzy on the inside like cute puppies or maybe it’s just me. I like her so much it hurts and she is mad at me. :( For good reason I assure  you but if she only knew how I felt she would not be mad. but I am not going to tell her until after May 9th ( I have a big test I have to study for and that is the day I have to take and then after that day I will be free to do what I want. but until then I have to try not to scribble her name in my note book and study. it isn't going so well.) I really want to ask her out now but I know I don’t have the time yet. But I don’t know if I can hold back my feelings for her much longer either. What to do, what to do? I think I will go live under a rock for the rest of my life where attractive people with modest personalities won’t plague me. I mean if you haven't noticed I really just want to be with Lieben but I don't know if that is going to work out. We will see who I decide to be with some time in may hopefully or I will be blogging under a rock.


NON was pretty dam good. that was the most fun i have had all yr since last years NON. I love my guys friends they can dance theirs butts off. we didn't get rained out. i looked fabulous and i just had a really great time dance and being with people who believe in the same things that i do. i know i am not telling you everything that happened and that's because there is a lot i can't tell you. this is the Internet. this is like spring break except R rated fun ( not really though but still). it was a night i will never forget that's for sure. the next amazing event is Queer Prom and i am wearing a dress to that thanks to my Gay Guy friends who voted against my pants idea. Not excited for this dress, but i am stoked for QP. we are making wishes breaking hearts ( not really) yolobs ( you only live once but shorter cuz its us). hey stay tuned maybe i will remember what i was actually going to talk about today tomorrow. who knows? i didn't feel like doing the color words today. Plus i have a major head ache, my eyes would pop out my head and my brain would shoot its self if i tried doing that today. i'm blue Da  Ba Bee i'm blue Da Dee. i love that song  and thats whats playing as i write this but i really want to hear you give love a bad name cuz that would be to perfect given this post and i just love Bon Jovi. you know i think i will. Shot through the heart


Stay Fierce  

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